"No Mistakes"

As i look back on my life
and see all the mistakes i've made
i start to see the real things that should be valued
hardwork
commitment
dedication
listening to sound advice

i use to never listen and did things my own way
to do it by myself without no ones help
and feel the consquences of my action
but i never actually listened to the people that knew me better than myself
and in a way thats a falling out all on its own

i like to apologize to those people
problem is , an apology isn't worth anything
the only way to show my sincerity
is to act,
and maybe in a year or two
these people that are close to me
can see that this time..
i was listening

starting a new simplier life,
and taking on the responsibilities left behind
can't run forever

been waiting for this moment to snap out of my coma
betting on sure things this time around...
the surest thing is not gambling ever, never, ever ever no matter how small

until my next post,
i'll be paying my dues...