Wednesday, September 09, 2009

April 07/2009 - GM PLACE

Vancouver Canucks vs Calgary Flames @ GENERAL MOTORS PLACE
TUESDAY, APR 07/ 2009

ROW 13 SEAT 108



got this jackass yelling at me to stop recording
and this smart ass asking me if my FUJI 7.2 Mega Pixel camera was FULL HD
should have told them i was a leaf fan but then that would be a lie

"No Mistakes"

As i look back on my life
and see all the mistakes i've made
i start to see the real things that should be valued
hardwork
commitment
dedication
listening to sound advice

i use to never listen and did things my own way
to do it by myself without no ones help
and feel the consquences of my action
but i never actually listened to the people that knew me better than myself
and in a way thats a falling out all on its own

i like to apologize to those people
problem is , an apology isn't worth anything
the only way to show my sincerity
is to act,
and maybe in a year or two
these people that are close to me
can see that this time..
i was listening

starting a new simplier life,
and taking on the responsibilities left behind
can't run forever

been waiting for this moment to snap out of my coma
betting on sure things this time around...
the surest thing is not gambling ever, never, ever ever no matter how small

until my next post,
i'll be paying my dues...

Tuesday, September 08, 2009

"Before you can change the world, you have to change yourself" - biggie

When you grow up poor you better go up fast,
or your life will fly by you, and you reach an age wondering what the fuck you've
been doing for the last 3 years to 6 years

Never Again.
This blog is suppose to be about a poker dream,
but it is what it is.. a dream,
and in dreams you can do anything
but in life its not that simple
its never easy

Its time to get real, and get new dreams, dreams that solve your situation
cause everyone has a different situation
no ones situation is the same
there is always something different
a nuclear family vs a single parent with a disable husband and a young son

in your head you may be thinking this is comparing apples to oranges
but both of which are fruits
and when it comes down to it .. you don't eat an orange like an apple
you have to work on it, to peel it .. then you get that juice inside
that juice that makes it worth it

Its never too late, but if you don't change it will be
thats what i tell myself now

you'll always be under a microscope
by someone watching
might as well give them something to watch

they say slaves are losers,
if your a slave what do you do ?
might as well try to be the best loser amoung the group
the slave that doesn't complain,
that doesn't have an ego
that doesn't have a bad attitude
the one that takes bullshit

give me a pen to write about my sins i use to say
but this is one sin i can't live with
to let my family down
to be disowned again
to feel like a bad seed
to feel that so many people love you and
see potential see potential potential that you got that they never got
and to see you waste it , not even try , scared to do something that is hard
i think this is the breaking point
its time to take some responisibilities with some goals
to get out of the ghetto and into a house
to be a man and take over the responsibilities left behind

"Play for higher stakes" - adonis
poker is low stakes no matter how high the limits
time to get real, no more poker posts

Monday, September 07, 2009

Some stories just go by real quick, like it was never told
And when you think about rewriting it
Its never the same
You can never recreate something that just happens

And as the days go by you forget or reminisce
And pieces of the story that once meant so much to you
Are forgettable and unforgettable

And she says “no love, no hope, no glory”
And your heart aches with pain
Pain that you gave everything you could
But had to let go for a reason that can only be found
Inside your head, and you get that burning question
In your head, every night
That haunts you

Have I done the right thing?

And life goes on
And the glory days that made you feel like nothing else
In this world was better than that moment in time
Or chapter in your life

It makes you think,
Think about all the good times
And when I look back
And all the women that I’ve known
And all that they have done for me
And I repayed them by never following through
Being unattached and not fully committing
this one was different,
unforgettable

It hits you, it hits hard
When friends are few and far between
And family is across the sea
All that remains is me and my thoughts

So whats the answer, whats it all about
food in your fridge, nice treads, a fancy car, a home, money in your my pocket
when you got everything
you’ve got nothing without peace of mind


Sunday, September 06, 2009

Tornadoes? are we talking about tornadoes?

"Tornadoes are relatively common in Canada, but only in specific regions: southern Alberta; Manitoba and Saskatchewan; southern Ontario; southern Quebec; the interior of British Columbia; and western New Brunswick. Tornado season extends from April to September with peak months in June and July, but they can occur at any time of year."

Tornadoes? are we talking about tornadoes?

everyone can say how it sucks to see a tornadoe but im sure 99% of people love seeing a life or death disaster from a far.. until they get hit

its exciting don't get me wrong, but its that moment when your like .. WTF is that!?! ..
that moment is the excitement .. and its a hell of a rush

now i've seen a torandoe in real life, next is a volcano or earthquake

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